Let me teach

If I were a doctor taking care of patients and doing a solid job, wouldn't it be strange if another doctor came in and showed me how to do something I already knew how to do? If I were a car repair person, having success fixing those vehicles, how weird would it be if another mechanic dropped in to demonstrate a repair I was already doing? Yesterday, I had an employee from the district come to my class to model a lesson for me. She told me I could "just sit back" and "take notes". I was not asked if this was something I wanted. No one told me that I needed it. Apparently this is what happens if you are at a school with very low test stores. They send you well-meaning distractions.

Now don't get me wrong, I absolutely love observing teachers. I've gladly given countless planning periods to watch others' lessons. I just ask that I have some say in when, how, and why. If you're coming uninvited into our classroom, I ask that you wow me. Otherwise, we have work to do. Ain't nobody got time for that.

This resource teacher took 45 minutes from my class to model a phenomenally boring lesson about summarizing. A super important skill, practically indistinguishable from our recent lessons on paraphrasing, but the content was unrelated to our current focus. However, my students were troopers, and most of them made me proud. One sweet girl shyly pointed out that our district resource teacher was plagiarizing, as she was not putting things in her own words. I almost hugged her.

To come in and model a lesson about summarizing is to say that I am not teaching summarizing, that I don't know how to teach it, or that I'm not doing it well enough. I don't take it personally as an individual teacher, I'm just taking it personally as a member of a profession that feels disrespected. My students and I lost our momentum from our research about national parks and conversations about Martin Luther King, Jr. Instead, we had to put on the breaks for a district charade of helping our children. Our weekly staff newsletter states something to the effect of "district walkthroughs may occur at any time." I have had 4 guests from the district just this week. If those well-intentioned folks would instead come in and work with my students, read with them, write with them, mentor them, then perhaps we could actually make a difference for these incredible kids.

I must admit while I was watching this model lesson, I thought I might pull out our teacher evaluation rubric just for fun! Ya know, so I could see how to be a better teacher. Let's just look at a few highlights:

• 1a Demonstrating knowledge of content and pedagogy- Accomplished. The teacher knew how to model finding key words and main ideas in an article. While she did not put the writing in her own words, she was able to point out misconceptions about text coding to students.

• 1b Demonstrating knowledge of students- Progressing. Our poor guest teacher had two boys who absolutely shut down the moment she began. She made no effort to get to know my students. I suppose the district believes knowing that our school has very low test scores is all the knowledge they need. One of these boys had recently switched classes and is having some teacher trust issues. Another boy in ESE shut down most likely because he is a very low reader and could not keep up with our teacher's notes.

• 1c Setting instructional outcomes- Progressing. my students did not understand what they were supposed to do and I had to go over the instructions once she left. 

• 3d Using assessment in instruction- Requires action. When it was time for students to do the work, she got up and left. She gave me a sticky note with the outline of her modeling, which could be done by a robot. In fact, is this what this is all about? Am I being replaced by a computer? I asked her if she wanted a copy of the students performance task but she did not. 

• 3c Student engagement- Progressing. The thing I fight not to do every day, our literacy specialist from the district did- have a lesson where I talk and students just copy down my ideas. There was no thinking required.

Please don't misunderstand me. I have my bad days. I have my lessons that fall short. But I don't insist on modeling them to other teachers.

I don't mean this to be a griping session about teachers' egos. It's just that this mania to increase test scores has these unintended consequences of distractions and disconnect, of meaningless work in the name of test-prep. Later that day, when I actually got to execute the lessons I had planned, it was a different world. My students engaged in deep questions about Martin Luther King Jr.'s life and his role models. One group of 9 year olds were even dancing upon questions of justice and race. This was much more nourishing as a teacher to witness than students mimicking a teacher's notes. Compliance is not learning. Let me teach.

The System Requires Action

When I'm not teaching, you can find me at a theater. Sometimes you can even find me teaching at a theater. So when I heard that a performing arts magnet school in my district had a vacancy, I jumped at the chance. I would do anything to be at that school. I'd even mop the floors. It turned out that the vacancy was for teaching Exceptional Student Education (ESE). My mom was a special educator for the deaf and hard of hearing for many years and I got fired up after brainstorming with her. This position was primarily for students with learning disabilities and it sounded like a great opportunity to grow. But truth be told, sometimes wish I were mopping the floors.

Now ESE teacher is not a very sought-after position around the country. The government knows this. They offer loan forgiveness up to $17,500 for teachers who teach ESE for 5 years. A mere Title-1 teacher receives only $5,000 of loan forgiveness after 5 years. So what do you have to do to get that dough? At my school, we deliver ESE services in a co-teach model. This means I am always in the classroom of a regular ed teacher. It's like you're living in someone else's house. You want to cook something in the kitchen, but your food isn't in the refrigerator and the stove is being used. Your roommate might be nice, but really, you guys can't agree on where the couch should go. Then every once in a while, you get a teacher- ahem- roommate that loves musicals and pepperoni pizza like you do, and you know you'll get along just fine.

I teach with 4 different teachers and have 4 different preps. Look, it's difficult enough to have 4 different preps, but now you want me to do it with another person? When do we plan? A recent study from the article "Professional Learning in the Learning Profession" by Linda Darling Hammond et al tells us how most European and Asian countries spend 15 to 20 hours outside the classroom (meeting with parents, planning with other teachers, preparing lessons, meeting with students). Conversely, American teachers are typically given a whopping 3-5 hours a week to plan. Come on people, responding to emails alone may take 3 hours a week. I know I admitted to being a drama queen earlier, but really.

Besides co-teaching, I have a caseload of 25 students. As a case manager, we keep an eye on how students are doing in other classes, collaborate with those teachers, keep in close contact with the families, and administration. We monitor students' individual goals and ensure accommodations are being met in the classroom and on district and state exams. We have Individual Education Plan (IEP) meetings and complete enough paperwork to drive this hippie insane. Each IEP takes me 2-5 hours to write. In my district, ESE teachers used to have 2 planning periods- one for paperwork and one for planning. Then our superintendent took one of those planning periods away, promising IEP assistants to help with all that paperwork. Later, she took the IEP assistants away and now we just have one planning period. Fun fact: in order to "reduce" our amount of paperwork, the district made the font smaller! No exaggeration, my school psychologist served on the committee that made that decision. 

If I had my magic wand, I would give all teachers 10 more hours of outside planning a week. Special ed teachers would have a smaller case load, or less preps. What a titillating fantasy. I can feel my brain fill with happy endorphins as I imagine what could be if we actually had the time to design instruction that met all of my students' needs. 'Cause really, I didn't become a teacher to sit in meetings.

Unfortunately, there's a new barrier to recruiting and retaining ESE teachers. My district, like so many others around the nation, began using a new evaluation system for observing teachers in the name of accountability and teacher effectiveness. As a regular ed teacher, I have always done very well on my evaluations, thanks to my incredible mentor teacher. She is one of the few of the thousands in the county that gets perfect scores every time. I used to watch her on my planning periods and she would share all of her tricks with me. Never, have I ever, received the scarring "requires action" rating. Until now.

I do not think that the same rubric should be used to evaluate special educators who are also case managers and co-teachers if we are not given additional time to manage both responsibilities. I also believe that evaluators of special educators should have experience in special education to really understand what's going on in the class. It would be unreasonable to have a kindergarten teacher evaluate what happens in a high school math class, or vise versa. It is unfair that special educators are expected to teach in the same manner as the regular ed teacher while managing a caseload of 25 and everything that entails. Here is an excerpt from the email I sent to my evaluator after my evaluation:

Dear Ms. __________,

It was a pleasure meeting you earlier in the year and I enjoyed your feedback from my formal observation. I know you observe a lot of teachers and may have difficulty remembering the circumstances of my informal observation, but I was absolutely surprised by the results.

I would like to take the time to clear up any confusion or misunderstandings that may have occurred during my informal observation.

You observed me at _____ on __________ during my 8th grade language arts class that I co-teach with a teacher named ______. Before you entered the room I warned you that I would not be leading in that particular class and encouraged you to attend one of my other classes that I would be leading that day. You assured me that you understood each day in a co-taught ESE classroom was different, but from the results of my observation I do not see that understanding. I feel as though you were evaluating my co-teacher and not me.

I have broken down my biggest concerns by each objective. Hopefully I can provide enough evidence to have this evaluation reconsidered:

3A Communicating with students (requires action)
Peer stated, “The teacher does not demonstrate an understanding of the content and purpose of the lesson. Therefore, there is no communication of the lesson’s purpose or direction to students. The teacher does not give directions or clarify any student confusion. No time is allotted to discuss what they are expected to learn or work on.” To begin with, this lesson was a continuation of the prior day’s work. Extensive directions were not needed as they had already received the directions the day before. Students were working on identifying the different types of ad techniques by reading an article, paraphrasing the information into a graphic organizer, and providing examples. I believe time is more precious than gold in the classroom, and from what I and Mr. _______ observed from their previous work, there was no need for extra directions or clarifications to the class. It was time for them to demonstrate their learning. I did, of course, float around the class providing support and clarification to students who needed it. I was able to reiterate examples for students who needed it, though few did. The class average was a 90% for students on this assignment. The directions and discussion had taken place before, the students understood what they needed demonstrate, and they did it very well.

3B Using questioning and discussion techniques (requires action)
Peer states, “The teacher does not ask any questions to promote thinking and the students have little opportunity to discuss content or questions. The teacher does not pose any questions to students. There are several missed opportunities to probe students for discussion. Students are given no time to talk about their thoughts.”
To begin with, my evaluator was in one far corner of the room and could not have heard questions I asked students, questions about vocabulary, comprehension, and time management. As I explained to her, I would not be leading that period. The assignment students were working on was the building block to many larger, quality discussions that took place. This assignment was used assist students with a gallery walk in which students looked at ads that they had brought in and discussed the different techniques with their peers. It was a highly engaging activity that could not have been as successful as it was without the foundation of that day’s activities.

3D Using Assessment in instruction (progressing)
Peer states, “It is unclear how student learning is being monitored. While the teacher circulates and monitors progress, students are unable to self-assess based on vague criteria provided by the teacher. The teacher does not clearly communicate assessment criteria to students. There is limited feedback offered to students as they work.”
Students know they can always talk quietly with a student at their table if they would like to assess before the teacher does. Perhaps they were nervous having a stranger sit at their table and did not want to talk. The criteria was established in the previous class. There was ample modeling and discussion. Students were to identify all 11 ad techniques in their own words. They had to read the explanations and then paraphrase. They did not have to use complete sentences, this was for their notes. Students also had to locate textual evidence to support their paraphrasing which they did with ease. Finally, students had to provide examples of the different ad techniques in their own lives. The previous week, students had carefully tracked their media and advertising consumption. They provided examples easily. That being said, there are 7 students who are ESE in that classroom. 5 of the 7 students completed the assignment with the same proficiency as their peers (minus conventions such as grammar and spelling), 2 students required more prompting and cueing for staying focused or needing clarification or encouragement. These 2 students were given extra time for the assignment but still did not complete it or turn it in. This is a separate independent function issue that is being addressed through extensive communication with their parents.

I do hope you do not take any of this to come from a place of malice or disrespect. I know how much peers care about education, especially our teachers and students. I am sure you understand how important these observations are to all teachers. I am concerned that the observation system is not equipped to accurately evaluate ESE fuse teachers and their unique responsibilities. I do not believe that this observation was representative of my teaching. I do not feel like my evaluator fully understood what was going on in the class and how that lesson fits into other lessons. I do not feel that I was being evaluated, but instead that my co-teacher was being evaluated.

Thank you for your consideration.

Respectfully and warmly,

_______________

Do we really want to tie money to these evaluations? Who is going to want to teach our most vulnerable students if it means a cut in our pay? It's no wonder that 40% of the vacancies listed on our district website are ESE positions. Someday, I hope to be a part of changing ESE. They need more resources, teachers need more time to effectively collaborate. Differentiated instruction requires a great deal of planning. Make time to plan or plan to fail. Teachers have told me that they have removed ESE from their certification to ensure they do not have to teach it. I signed an agreement to earn my certification this year, but after my experiences, I do not plan on earning it. What does that mean for me? I don't know, but I'm willing to deal with the consequences.

The system requires action.

Teachers Gone Wild in Orlando!

When you think of young professionals escaping for the weekend in Orlando, you might think of a bunch of twenty somethings hitting up the bars and dancing the night away. Oh yeah, we got wild at the hotel bar. Comparing notes on our districts' science fair policies, disclosing our secrets for classroom management, and sharing strategies for survival on a teacher salary. My cohorts nursed various adult beverages while I indulged in a Häagen-Dazs ice cream cone from the nearby deli.

I recently got back from the first ever Young Educator conference in Orlando. Thirty of us from the I-4 corridor were brought together by the Florida Educator Association to have conversations about our unique questions and concerns as young teachers. I'm not too sure how distinct our concerns are from our veteran teachers but I do know it was fantastic to meet with other teachers my age. We were all in similar life stages having been just married, engaged, or having their first kid. Frankly, I wasn't really sure that I should even be there representing the 2,500 young educators in my county. I know I wasn't alone in that feeling but then they showed us this fantastic TED video about everyday leadership. Oftentimes, we think leadership is supposed to be something grand and reserved for the extraordinary people of this world: Ghandi, MLK, Mandela. This talk asks us to shift our understanding of leadership to something that we all possess without even knowing it.

TED Talk Everyday Leadership

 

I never thought too much about what being in the union meant until that weekend. I joined our union my second year of teaching because my "School Momma" recommended it. She emphasized that the union would have my back in case something bad happened. I've always thought of the union as merely some sort of insurance protection. I'm sort of ashamed to admit that now. Do CPA's or lawyers view their associations in the same way? I don't think so. I won't any longer. This shift happened for me when I heard everyone referring to the union as our association. Ah, it was like a light breaking through the clouds. Yes, that is what I want. Somehow, the shift from "union" to "association" lifted the politically-charged veil to legitimizing this professional organization. 

So what did we accomplish at this conference? I'm honestly not sure. I think that's okay. It's about what we're going to accomplish. We brainstormed ways to support our brand new teachers. It wasn't so long ago that we were there. We thought about ways to involve our communities. We lamented the inequities among our schools and yearned for similar notions of social justice. I'm so thankful that I had the opportunity to meet with so many wonderful teachers across our state. I know that we are stronger together.

STEM vs. STEAM

What kind of teacher has a saltwater tank and an electric keyboard in their room? What kind of teacher does math during language arts? A teacher who believes in STEAM, not STEM. Unless you're Amish, you are undoubtedly familiar with the latest buzzword in education: STEM. It stands for Science, Technology, Engineering, and Mathematics. In fact, I teach at a STEM magnet school where we do a lot of cool, science-y things. For instance, just last week a NASA astronaut came and spoke to all of our sixth graders about his missions to the Russian space station. My fiancé, a marine biologist, did an amazing shark dissection they're still talking about. Heck, I even made solar powered cars with my kids!

Gov. Rick Scott is pushing hard for STEM education. He has even proposed reduced tuition for STEM majors. He believes STEM is where most of the job growth in Florida will be. But is this really the case? A recent article in the Miami-Dade cited a report from Change the Equation which stated "When healthcare was not counted, the report found Florida was one of six states with more unemployed STEM workers than available STEM jobs. Of those six states, Florida had the biggest oversupply of STEM workers." Indeed, my own brilliant fiancé is underemployed after graduating with his masters in molecular biology. Should we really be pushing STEM so hard?

Last week I went to a great panel discussion at MOSI about this very question. Community leaders gathered to debate whether STEM is enough. After all, what importance is a scientific discovery if no one can effectively communicate the information? For example, evolution has been accepted by 95% of scientists, but only 54% the general population. Maybe scientists need to pair up with film directors, photographers, and writers to really reach the public. Shouldn't we really be adding art and design to make it STEAM? At this discussion, it was gratifying to hear computer nerds and web gurus heralding the philosophy and art degree. These STEM employers argue they want to hire creators, innovators, communicators and problem solvers. They would rather hire someone with a philosophy degree who can think critically than someone with a calculus degree who can only do calculus. Indeed, the NASA astronaut who visited my school had to learn Russian to communicate on the space station. For that shark dissection? Students sketched and photographed their findings, creating a beautiful presentation poster for all the school to see. The solar powered cars? We had to learn how to communicate effectively to design and problem solve as a team. This is so essential to life. How do we take all of our gifts and use them for the betterment of all? How do we live well together?

The persistent question in the room seemed to be "What can we do to make sure our students are getting the education they need?" We want them to be prepared for jobs in this ever-changing world. How do we prepare them for jobs that do not even exist today? All in the room seemed to agree that we need more integration across all subjects. We need to take down the silos that say language arts department is here and math department is there. I loved the example of a science teacher and arts teacher that attended the discussion. They created a unit about pottery for their students which integrate art and science. Students studied the science of how clay is formed and fired, as well as the art of shaping and designing the clay. The science teacher pointed out that they are fortunate to have the time to plan and flexible scheduling to make it happen. I wish we had more time to collaborate on such projects, but it is challenging when the demand is on teachers and students to perform on standardized tests. As one of the panelists pointed out, we need less multiple choice tests and more tests with multiple answers.

This post has become even more apropos today as I scored a new job with a performing arts magnet school that I have been eyeing for a couple of years. Hopefully, I can use my full potential there. Please don't neglect the arts in our desire for world domination. The sciences are not some magical elixir, and the arts may actually be the key.

2009 Pew Research Study

Miami Dade "More Stem Degrees May not Equal more Jobs"

R.I.P. Marvin

I was crestfallen when I returned from my faculty meeting Monday afternoon to find that our beloved class pet was no longer swimming about his aquarium. I was surprised to find myself tearing up a bit as I relayed the news to our custodian that Marvin had died.

Marvin the Peacock Mantis Shrimp was the best class pet we could ever hope for. He was our inspiration for similes, metaphors, and any number of grammar lessons. He was the reason we would gather around the tank in the morning. He gave us an excuse to walk down to the river to catch crabs for his nourishment. He was an amazing cross curricular personification of science and art.


If you haven't heard of these amazing creatures, I would highly recommend the following post from the Oatmeal. http://theoatmeal.com/comics/mantis_shrimp


Today, each class held a brief service for Marvin in our Memorial Garden. Students read their eulogies and planted tiny poppy seeds over his grave. They spoke of his bright rainbow colors and amazing punching power, his grace and wonder. Actually, I wonder if Marvin was actually a "he". We should have checked before we put him in the ground. Oh well.

What shoes go with FCAT?

Yesterday your child's education went on hold. It is officially FCAT season in Florida. Don't worry, your child's normal education will resume in two weeks.

Getting ready for school Monday morning, I had to guffaw as I wondered which shoes to wear for FCAT (Florida Comprehensive Assessment Test). I didn't want to make too much noise wearing some sort of clickety-clackety heels. Perhaps in defiance, I wore them anyways.

Let me paint a picture of what it's like to walk in the shoes of a teacher administering the FCAT. Your already early arrival of 7:10 may begin even earlier this day. You report to school well before the sun. The testing headquarters are in the windowless In School Suspension (ISS) room and open at 6:30 am. You walk into the room, where the weary guidance counselors have been transformed into paper-pushing-schedule-making-pencil-sharpening-drones. They are not able to counsel students this time of year as they are tied up in testing preparation. You recount all of your tests and grab your goodie bag. You head to your room to figure out which movie you will be showing that afternoon. Or if you're like me, you plan to finally take the opportunity to do that artsy project whose benefits can not actually be measured.

The students file in begrudgingly, fully understanding the magnitude of the three hour sentencing that awaits them. As their fearless leader, you try to maintain a balance of airy calmness, cheery energy, and solemn dignity. After all, you are being scored today too. Then you have the challenge of getting 300 kids to use a restroom with only 3 stalls each. There are late busses. Most students seem to have gotten a good rest last night, but some are already having a bad day. This is just one test. One day. One snapshot. Yet it weighs so much on them and us. It determines which class they will be in next year: honors, advanced, or intensive. Starting next year, it will determine our pay scale. That's a story for another day. Regardless, the stakes are high.

Finally, all students have arrived and gone to their testing room. It's now time for about 20 minutes of directions and material managing. The test finally begins and I have free time to catch up on grading papers and plan lessons! NOT. We are supposed to walk around the room monitoring the students. If a student is caught cheating, we could get in deep trouble. I'm talking lose your job or certification. I know some teachers will read a book or check their email, but I come from the school of CYA. So I watched those chillins take that FCAT. Okay, at some point I got really antsy and started making a wedding to-do list. Some might think this sounds like a nice break, but there is something rather draining about doing nothing in an environment where there are a million things to do.

My students hardly lifted their nose from their books or their pencils from their paper. Of course, there are the token kids who just want to stare out the window. There are a few short breaks to stand, stretch, and eat some pretzels. Finally, students are done but don't have the energy to celebrate. It's lunch time. I drop off my tests in ISS, this takes 10 minutes as I scored very low in my "ability to survive in a bureaucracy" on my district entrance exam. By the time I grab my lunch and walk to the cafeteria, I am told I have 15 minutes to eat. I protest but they remind me that today is FCAT day. I walk into the teacher's lounge and my teachers are outraged but not surprised that I have been told I have 15 minutes to eat. I go back to speak to my assistant principal, but before I can open my mouth he says, "You get your 30 minutes." He's not all bad. FCAT stresses out everybody.

Too add to the insanity, it's an early release day. We switch classes one more time, and I take my students to our video conference room where we do a virtual field trip. Pretty cool. We learned some things today despite FCAT's best efforts.

How many days are lost to testing in an already very short school year? In an 180 day school year, I estimate that 26 days are used this year in the name of standardized testing. That's 14.4% of our school year dedicated to filling in bubbles as a measure of a student's (and now a teacher's) achievement.

Don't believe me? Here's the breakdown:
4 days for FAIR (3 times a year, but there's always at least one day where the computers don't work and we have to go back)
3 days FCAT (2 days reading, 1 day for math. This is just 6th grade. I'm not counting the 2 weeks where various grades in the school disrupt our schedule for FCAT testing.)
3 days for district writing exams
2 days for school-purchased FCAT practice, Write Score
1 day for Brainchild, a school-purchased web-based FCAT practice "tool"
1 day EPAT, practice software for reading FCAT
2 days district language arts end of semester exams
1 day Stanford Norm Referenced Test (NRT)
2 days practice moving to the correct testing room
7 days to FCAT tutoring

I'm glad I missed the tidal wave that is FCAT in my own Florida education. I graduated in 2004, just barely missing the world of "there is only one right answer." But now I teach it.


I snapped this photo (not during the test!) of my students' confiscated electronic devices. I thought about grabbing the bag and running away. There's a couple grand right there!

School Momma

Dear School Momma,
Don't you ever leave me
The day you retire will be
a sad day indeed
Let's be cyborgs
I'll attach a hose from your brain to mine
and download all your wisdom
decades and decades and decades and decades
of truth finding and messing up and getting burned so maybe I don't have to be
But I guess every bird has to leave the nest